[I Look Beyond My Downtown Windows]

[and see _____ looking back.]

Monday, May 5, 2008

Nowhere Warm

I do so much to keep my head above water, yet there are splinters of seconds that exist where I just want to go under and stop struggling. I can't help it, no more than I can't help pushing those who might even possibly love me out of my life. I don't push them in the way that I make them leave.. I push them to make them stay.

And I am so sorry.

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