A Stranger

I've decided I'm gonna quit driving for a while. No, not actually driving, don't get me wrong, I mean, I'm gonna give up the wheel of the life and let the car drift with the wind.. only for a little while. I've realized that I have no more control over the things in my life than a leaf on a breeze. I'm not gonna be completely reclusive, nor am I going to be a hermit either, but as far as wasting nights awake wondering what I'm going to have to face in the upcoming days, weeks, months.. whatever. I can only choose what lane to drive in, not who I stop at a light with, who decides to pass me, or whoever might blindside me and knock me into a ravine. It's out of my hands, really. And you know something? I'm content. I'm okay with this. I'm still me, just.. chill.

I beleive it's time for a smoke.